The Devil Wears Logic

Big emotions during a Pisces Full Moon, groundbreaking.

I awoke from a dream a few nights ago with the message, “Spiriutality is stringing together seamingly meaningless connections and finding meaning.”

I have been struggling with my spirituality, specifically with allowing myself to find meaning in what may otherwise be logical. Having an answer for everything has its comforts; however, compared to those of spirituality—mainly my connection to everything around me—the comforts of logic do not stand a chance. In hindsight, I see my real struggle has been attempting to make logic more than it is. It may be correct, but correct is not what I desire. I want what is true.

Truth relies on my ability to trust and prioritize the resonance I feel within and around me. It requires me to submit and submerge myself in the present moment, not allowing the fear of melting into such an experience to remove my attention from the moment.

Aspects of my identity have become far too solid, a simulacrum of the initial moment I felt the resonance that connected me with that new part of my known self. Now, that moment has passed, yet I still attempt to maintain the impact of that truth, which has now already been understood and absorbed into my awareness of myself and the world around me.

I see it is safe to let go.

Today, I experienced a series of events that have led me to where I was always going, and I feel tremendously grateful to have found meaning in it.

My takeaway is the faculties of my mind can only take me so far; however, the distance my feelings/ intuition provides is far more enriching and sustainable.

That’s all.